Watersports

So I need to catch up on stories ... in the midst of all the craziness I have hooked up twice with a bud in the last couple of weeks. Like always the sex is hot. The last time - he said he wanted to try some watersports. I thought we would never do it - we just get busy in the bed room and never make it to the bath room to really try it, but I had to pee - so we moved to the bathtub - he sort of laid down and asked me to pee on his chest and dick ... luckily this was not turning me on so my hard-on softened a bit and I let a bit off - he wanted me to save some so I could pee on his ass cheeks ... turns out it wasn't doing much for him either so we showered clean - and got back to business ...

... more later

Like a Hamster on a Tread Mill

It seems like we are destined to repeat patterns. All my life I tend to over program, over commit - and get myself too involved. Right now besides a busy work schedule I have two moon lighting jobs and running a volunteer thing that could be a full-time job for many - I still try to get to the gym 5x a week.

I feel like a Hamster on treadmill.

To make it worse I am having a rare outbreak of control issues. Instead of delegating some design things I am insisting on doing them myself even though I don't have time to play graphic designer ...

Deep breathes - of course last night at almost midnight instead of sleeping I was chatting on line and watching porn - so in the midst of all this craziness I squandered two valuable hours jacking off - does this make rational sense to anyone?