Like most people - I am feeling a profound loss of the light. Where I am it is pitch dark by 5:30 pm. Not being a morning person it is screwing with my emotions big time, so I am walking around either horny or pissed-off/grumpy. Oddly enough the more I think of myself as pissed-off and grumpy the happier I become! In the same way nothing cheers me up like a depressing song. Maybe I am like a pig rolling around in the mud. The more the fading light darkends my mood, the more I reveal in being brooding and nasty. If I try to fight it and act cheery I just become sad - if I embrace it I find it not only comforting, but empowering.
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