Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Like a Trance

"Good sex is like a trance." My shrink was saying as I was talking about my feelings about not being present during sex. I was trying to describe this image in my head about the easy confident sexual energy during the moment that seems to elude me. My mind shifts and I am not present, not experiencing - not enjoying. In some ways this is a good analogy to what I am feeling in a lot of my life.

I have this image in my head of two college jocks completely out of their minds in lust - in a completely mindless fuck, sweating, pounding, lost in some sort of sexual trance.

Is that what he is talking about?

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